Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Somewhere in the beginning

This post (and blog) has been started because of knowledge acquired along the way. You see, if you know me, you will know several things: 1) I don't have much spare time 2) If I had spare time I wouldn't be writing in (on) a blog and 3) I'm flippin' scared about being a Dad.

There are many things in life that we "know" are good for us - whether to eat, to do, to believe, or to whatever. I know alot of things, alot of good things, but I very often fail to act on those things despite knowing about them. This blog is a good example of the exact opposite of what I just described. I have been thinking about blogging for a couple of weeks now, dropping "I should start a blog" to Shanie throughout this time. I wanted to start the blog for a couple of reasons. Mostly because I "know" that typing my thoughts down on a screen is probably a good thing if I can trust a good number of well respected people that do so and attest to this. The other reason is that despite being scared about being a Dad, I know that deep down I have something to offer to my future son or daughter. The reason I know this is that many people have said this to me (which for the most part I have had a hard time believing). Now, just because somebody tells you something doesn't mean that you should jump all over it and saddle up your horse. But, I also think that a good chunk of people, all saying the same thing are probably not just saying those things. By now, it's probably starting to sound like this is going to be a blog just for the building up of Warren's ego. If you believe this than you would be partially correct. You see, I think that we have a much harder time believing good things for ourselves than for others. I finally figured this out and today I am going to choose to believe that I am going to be a good Father rather than just dismissing it and subsequently discounting the notion. Let's pick up on this thought in the next post. To be continued...